Huda

Today chatted with her over MSN for quite some time. Starting to get to know her better but don't be mistaken. She's really just a friend and no more than it. HaHa.. Can tell she's really a very strong girl and understanding and stuff. That's why I chose to write a lil about her.

She's not her "normal" self today. Not her usual bubbly and naughty self. She confided in me on some of her stuff. I would say her BF is a lucky guy but there are somethings standing in between them. I shall not disclose much as it's her personal stuff.

We really talked about a lot of things. I almost gave her the address to this place. Good thing I didn't because we talked a lil about Charmaine too. HaHa.. She insist that I have a thing for her. HaHa..I wasn't very honest with her of course. I want to do it by myself not with help from others, although it can make things easier. Maybe in time to come, she will be like the 5th person to know of this place but it shall stay at 4 at the moment.

But there are also things that she refused to tell me as she felt that the time is not right yet. HaHa.. Why does this keep happening to me? More or less I think I can guess what is it. My guess would be like everyone of you out there. But this is just our guesses, it's highly likely that we get it right but still there is a chance we can get it wrong. The answer is with her and only her unless she told someone about it. Whatever it is, I will make her tell me in time to come like what I always managed to do with others. HaHa..

At the end of the day, I think I managed to bring her bubbly and naughty self back. Not sure it's just a front she puts up. There's no way of telling just by typing behind the screen. She refused to let me go find her either. I will just leave it as it is. Anyway the lesson learnt today is "Be true to yourself".