Revival

It has been almost 4months since my last entry. Although 4months is not a very long period of time, it's definitely not short either.

Many things happened in this 4months. So many that it will be quite impossible to type out everything tonight.

Let me start of with work:

The stupid NHG project had been dragging for ages. It was supposed to end in Feb, but due to some unforeseen circumstances (beyond our control), it dragged till March. But when it comes to March, the client was not "happy" with the result, so they refused to take over from us. Man, it really sucks. Actually I think it was just an excuse because there were some outstanding issues that I think they did not wish to handle. So it dragged till April. I had help to clear at least 99% of the issues already. But it's already May and they have yet to take over. My other project already started so now I have to handle both sides at the same time. The good thing is that both side does not require so much of my time, so I can actually do some planning and time management to tide over, not forgetting I still have leaves that I need to clear.

I am not sure how true is it that this super "lay chey" customer will be awarding us a new project, but we have properly hand over the current one first. No doubt that deep in my heart I DON'T WANT to work for them anymore but that will mean I will be out of job. So it's kind of a mix feeling. I guess I will just have to suck it up and do it better this time, if we ever get the deal, else I got to go eat "wind from north-west" already. SiGh..

So that mainly covers from February till March, it's mostly about clearing the work so that we can hand over.

Next to touch on will be my own life:

April was the time when I was able to start clear my last year's leave. That's when my life "began". Remember, I used to mention I had 2 very close "Brothers", Kent & Boon? Well, actually Kent disappeared for close to a period of 2months. It was due to his super hectic schedule that he was unable to make time to meet us up. I will touch more on this later.

So came April and we managed to "reunite". There was a sharp increase in nightly activities, that ranges from working out to gaming to drinking (although majority of it is drinking). That put a hole in my already shallow pocket. Not to mention that my real brother had decided to change the car (finally), so I had to chip in quite a bit. Up till now the pocket is still having a very big hole in it (part of the reason why I don't want to lose my job).

I went to the Singapore Zouk for the first time in my life. The very first time I was there, I got really drunk that night. So drunk that I don't recall a single thing after that "drink". I went with Boon and his colleagues, it was he whom had brought me home safely that night. It was an unforgettable night. Unforgettable not because I got drunk and couldn't remember anything, but the things that happened after I got drunk. You must be wondering that if I couldn't remember what happened then how was I supposed to know what happened?

Well, Boon saw what happened and he was the one who told me. I was labelled as the "serial kisser" after that. He said that I french-ed 6 different girls that night alone, and 6 was just the number he saw. He's not sure how many he didn't get to see. Damn. I don't even remember me doing such a thing. Worse still, some of them had their boyfriend with them. Zzzz.. Good thing Boon was there, else I could have end up either in Cantoment or Outram already. The story spread pretty quick among his colleagues and the following week we ended up in Zouk again.

But this time round, although I had the same amount of liquor, I managed to stay sober the whole night. It was not bad that night. Had some clean fun till some party crashers came along. Although I did enjoy that night, I still don't understand how people are sort of "addicted" to it. Maybe it's because I am still green at the scene so it's difficult for me to grasp it. Lets wait till I get more "experienced", then maybe I can tell. As for now, it's enough.

Besides all these clubbing, the frequency of my going drink is much higher now as compared to last time. Worse still for the past 3 weeks, I had been drinking almost everyday. Last week was there killer, because shit happened. That's when I start talking about my "Brothers".

My Brothers:
The past 4weeks had been rough for Kent, but it got rougher last week. Remember I mentioned above that he had "disappeared" for 2months? The thing was that he had RT and school, on top of his regular job. So it means he was super duper busy. Then during that period of time, he also had some problem with his GF of 6yrs, due to him not having enough time to spend with her. SiGh.. Then when he finally had the time, after finishing his RT and school stuff, they kind of had a fight and went into cold war. 3weeks passed without meeting each other, at the end of the 3week, Kent came to me saying he missed her lots, so I suggested to him to get breakfast for her and send her to work. I'm sure it will work out fine. Who knows, the next day he received a text from her. She wants to break up. SiGh.. Of course Kent was devastated. To think that he just came to me the night before. It all happened on last Monday. So that night we went drinking in order to make him drunk and not to think so much.

Then come Tuesday, Boon and I tried to bring them back together. It was also the only rest day I had from drinking. Because Wednesday was Boon's turn having trouble with his GF of 8yrs. I mean WTF, why is it one after another? So Wed was another drinking session. Comes Thurs, Kent saw something that is not meant to be seen. SiGh.. I won't say much because it's not my personal problem. But due to the thing he saw, Thursday became another drinking night.

Friday actually was partially that I want to drink because I was feeling emo agian. These few days I had a lot of thoughts again. Probably that's why I have decided to revive this blog. Anyway Bro, if you happened to read this, please know that we are all here for you. Just let us know what is it that you want, nothing is impossible.

Actually there were so many thought running through my head while typing this entry. But as the time passes and the distraction around. Most of them vanished. Hopefully all these awful feelings and things don't happen anymore.

PS: If you are wondering why I didn't talk about my family, that's because I haven't been really talking and finding out what's going on. SiGh.. But I know they will always be there for me.